Saturday, July 4, 2009
{ 4:04 AM }
Im tired of everything. What i've become now. I wanna be the old me. The old me who is decent and loving friends. Not some girl who swears and going out with different guys. This is not lisa. The lisa i know last time, hates entertaining fucktard toads like those who ask my number randomly. Now the fucktard toads are in my contacts. Like a someone said to me yesterday, he says that he likes the old me. And the new me is like so totally different. Well, he is right. I hate myself now. The lisa now. I wanna change to the old me. And its better. No more flirting. No more going out with random guys. No more looking at hot dudes. No more texting them or calling them. They will find me if they want to. If tak nk than gasak kau la. Ihad enough of this shit. Hating guys treating me like this. Like ass tao. Ingat ape?. Im a girl who is simple to play with isit. WELL, no more okeyy.. The old lisa is back for a vengence. And i have my rights to whom i hate and love.
Now, is like you have been blocked and delete. Thats it.
No more you in me. CORRECT!
The old selenger khalisa is here. And i wanna settle down. Settle down with myself. Nobody bothers me.
ME MYSELF AND I. Thats it.
Weel, im gonna delete my tagged soon. So pandai-pandai la cari me okey. If dont want to then fine.
WHO CARES!
I just wanna be alone.
Think through about it. And be myself again(:
Things that i wanna do in my life now:
1. Finish my nitec course (office skills) and aim for highe-nitec course in ________ (not sure) in cck ite and go poly(:
2. Have more ME time.
3. Work my ass off and get more pay.
4. Stop talking to fucktard toads.
5. Pay more attention in my studies.
6. Be together with my closest friends.
7. Settle down with a loving boyfriend.(which i hope i can find) =.=
8. Go on a diet. haha
9. Read books. haha.
10.And STOP THINKING TOO MUCH. (Trying)
Thats it. THE OLD ME IS BACK WITH A VENGENCE (:
(Im sorry if im neglecting and being and ass now. But i need time.)
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