Thursday, August 6, 2009
{ 5:58 PM }
I met this guy. Hes my type of guy. Cute, funny, sweet and he really shows that he loves me. But somehow i feel insecure. Who wont be. ? I've been dumped a billion times. Im used it. YERRLAHH.. Im too nice to people. I KNOW. Just now, when me and him were in the train. (he send to me school) Hes friend waS in the train also. I was cuddling him. I was really sleepy i closed my eyes and i thought about us(: He was texting his adik angkat than he showed me a text and said 'Don't'. I was like O.o Macam i really feel like he malu being with me. Malu pe ade matair like me?, isiit? He told me that he don't want his friends to know, later they will spread it out and tell stories. haiss.. I've been pushed away gitu. I feel really upset and dissapointed. :(
The past days, we hang out. We chill at West Coast Park and talked. I really feel so happy that day. See the sunset with him and hugging him. At night, we see the full moon shine upon us. I keep staring at the moon and smile. Like i feel that we are fated to be together(:
Selamaku masih bisa bertahan
Selamaku masih bisa bernafas
Selama tuhan masih mengizinkan
Ku ingin selalu menjagamu.
I love you Muhd Shalihin.
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