My Beloved Mother Named Me,Nur Khalisa Bte Kharil Anwar
I dropped from heaven on the 27th of October 1992
I love poetry, art, starbucks, photography, sushi , pasta
OLIVER SYKES. (haha) and Oreo..
I hardcore dancing in the living to CHIODOS
A girl who is addicted to laughing and Mr Bean soyabean ouh yahh
and orange juice. hehe(:,
Complications. I hate it. Two faced? I hate those people. This made me confuse. Why cant she be straight forward? I want things to be better. Like the day we first met. When we laid eyes on each other. When you kissed my hand and when you smiled at me. Those i will never forget. I was a paranoid and a insecure bitch. But i was like that for a reason that. I liked you alot. I never wanted you to leave me. But when i decided to leave you because you hated my attitude,you left me. It was a mistake to say that to you. I should change but instead i followed my emotions too much. But you agreed to leave me. But why when you were with her, you never end things? Instead you stayed and be patient with her. I wonder why..The reason i was with wan was because i wanted to forget you. It hurts to see you and her. I waited. But i found out that you were attached. Now you're not and you wont give me a chance. I never treated you as a rebound. After i found out about wan. I realised that i dated a jerk. A liar. An asshole and a mistake. I cant be happy like things. I cant tell you all this straight forward. I will end up breaking down,crying. I will never stop. My feelings towards you are deep. I never forget you. I never erased you in my mind or heart. I do blame myself for leaving you in the first place. It was a mistake. I know you want us to be friends. But i want more than that. This will take time. Im not rushing. I just want you to give me a chance. Thats all i ask for. Even if you're with other girls or some other girl likes you,i dont care. I wont leave. I'll be waiting. Thats my word.
Our song. I remembered, we sang this song on the phone. Great memories i will never forget.
The End Lyrics
The first time we met Your face became etched In my mind
You were the sun I was the one Who worshiped you. My hands were your guns Your eyes were my muse.
And I knew you could never love me I had so much sorrow inside You could never reach But can I still keep A place in your heart?
You broke my heart You promised me the moon and stars I fell for your dreams. I fell for your lies There was no other way You know I tried
And I knew you could never love me I had so much sorrow inside You could never reach But can I still keep A place in your heart?
There is something I want you to know I think you know exactly what it is I didn't want to save you I didn't want to save you I set our house on fire To watch it burn But I couldn't just leave you there
And I knew you could never love me I had so much sorrow inside You could never reach But I'll ask you this
Will you still miss me? __________________ Do you love me? __________________
Planes fill the sky We'll both die tonight We'll both die tonight Hands from the sky Swat us away like flies As we follow the light
Planes fill the sky We'll both die tonight We'll both die tonight Hands from the sky Swat us away like flies As we follow the light
We'll both die tonight We'll both die tonight
Swat us away like flies (We'll both die tonight) As we follow the light (As we follow the light)
This union, a battle fought and lost This union was not about the cause This union was never about love
Did you see those blanks? I would want a miracle to happen. If you say those words. I will cry in happiness as i feel that you are there for me. And i will feel loved by a person whom i love so much. Anberlin was something. I would want that to happen again. If you let me in again.
