My Beloved Mother Named Me,Nur Khalisa Bte Kharil Anwar
I dropped from heaven on the 27th of October 1992
I love poetry, art, starbucks, photography, sushi , pasta
OLIVER SYKES. (haha) and Oreo..
I hardcore dancing in the living to CHIODOS
A girl who is addicted to laughing and Mr Bean soyabean ouh yahh
and orange juice. hehe(:,
Today my B.E.G lesson( Basics Of Ethical Grooming) We need to bring our formal clothes. Its a preview test. The real test i dont know when. Hahaha. Tak pay attention. I think its soon la. haha. Well, my friends were like. OMG. haha.
me: do i look like a sex teacher?
my friends: hahahahahahahaha!!!
faeza: you look more like a porn star.
me: wtf!
me: * stares at the mirror*
me:a'ah la. ass.
hahaha. Like seriously, so wierd seyy. First time i wear formal. haha. I look so slutty. Gotta change my outfit. haha. Shopping again!! haha. ajak my sayang go shopping. haha(:
Tomorrow working!. ass. I have to be patient, Just two more days. Than its over!. Than i will be free! haha. I have to concerntrate in my studies and get high G.P.A and go to higher nitec. Hais. Gotta be alert and stop thinking about other stuff! Since today, i realise something. Something than i've been wondering the whole time. And i got the answer. I've let myself go and discover people. Discover different types of humans. Like good behaved guys and assholes. Like someone i know(:
hah!. Like what am i thinking? going out with that type of guy. Hes useless,idiotic,typical and proud. Thats how i think about him. A low life dude i should say. ASSHOLE. Well, i am so over him. Moving on my happy life(: Waiting for the right day. hahaha. No, i dont like revenge. But karma will strike. It happens(: hahaha. I did love you. But i guess im just a girl you cannot handle. Kental. Nevermind. Lets just see how it goes. As time goes by. I've been crying and thinking. Now its like over la. Go and have fun with your new girl okeyy. Hope that you wil be happy with her(:
I see it over and over again.
The hate i had towards you grew thicker.
But i realise that you are nothing.
You are just a piece of paper that i could throw away.
Far away from me.
Remember this.
You are worthless.
what you did is stupid and pathetic.
what i do is basically more stupid.
so the moral of this is to.. -
Welllllllllllllllll!
Let me tell you a story about my ass job. (:
My first day like shit, and so as my second and today third. Seriously i wanna quit. But next week baru boleh. 1 week notice. Hias, today it was okey la. That butch manager of mine takde. Perangai like ass. Mintak kene straightkn seyy die. Fuck!. She likes to scole people. Bukan nak encourage or give positive words to people. She always say. 'are you retarded or stupid?. this is common sense.' wtf. Seriously, i feel like punching her. But puase kan? so kene sabar. asswipe. I really need to learn to be patient. Patient with everything that happen to me. Even things that is a simple as waiting for the bus. haha. The purpose of me having a job is to have fun, get paid, make friends and learn new experiences. But i got scoled, cried and body aches. I did make friends. My colleagues are awesome accept for that butch. -_-
I met a new colleague just now. Hes awesome la. We break fast together. Me and him je sorang malay. Yang lain Chinese and Filiphine. Atleast ade teman seyy. Im happy enough. Tomorrow working again. They are so killing my weekends. Kene pakse keje. faggot. -_- haiss. suckss.
Let me tell you about my beloved ex.
Miss him alot. He send me a letter. (:
(sob sob sob)
4 November 2009(:
To my awesome bestfriend(:
Im sorry i let you down and never listen to you. Im trying to learn my mistakes. I know i fall in love easily. And its stupid. I dont know now. Things are different. I wanna make my own decisons. I love you so mush my bestfriend. I never used you. I know you are always there for me. i appreciate it alot. Dont be mad. please. :(
Help me find a way to survive this madness.
Help me release my stress.
Help me find my way out.
And help me discover you.
okeyy, i don't want to be emo. Its stupid. I think too much. Terok tao. Later my period comes twice a month. Which is happening now. Like wth. haha. *rubbing my tummy*. Im so getting fatter. Im serious. I eat 5 times a day Or even more. haha. Wheni stress or think too much, i intend to eat alot. I need to lose this habit of mine. Its bad la. Later if im obese,my boyfriend will run away from me and find a new hot girl. Lisa da fat nanti tak hot. HAHAHA. Macam paham. hehe
Everybody say YEAHHHHH!!! *creek creek*
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Well, i got a job!!
hehe. Im not telling you what job i get. Im keeping it to myself. Some of my friends je tao. Later you guys ask for me for discount. haha. Cannot tao. Im starting work tomorrow. Finnish my school than off to work. But like wth la!. I start school at 1pm than finnish at 3pm. Puas hati takya pergi skola kn?. haiiyoo. My school so far la. 2 hours of shit. Im not even paying attention in either of the lessons. hehe. I just come for my attendance. 100% tao. haha. I sleep and talk crap in class. Thats all. Okeyy.. I do study sometimes. See my mood. hehe. Mintak kene buang skola seyy lisa. haha. nevermind(:
Fasting is coming. 22 August 2010. EHK! 2009 LA DEYY. I wish it was next year. Boleh postoned ehk. haha. I need to puase. I must diet! Or end up people will start calling me, Lisafattyfattyboomboompiggypighippochicken. Okeyy, random.
you know what. Im hungry :D
You are feeling particularly emotional today, Scorpio, and it is hitting you like a ton of bricks. It may feel impossible to get this person off your mind, but you are going about it the right way by keeping busy. Don't focus on the bigger picture right now, or even the bigger feelings at play. You've done the work, and put it all out there, now is a time for patience. Remember that you get what you put out, so feeling despondent will do you no good. Waiting this one out is going to pay off ten fold in the long run.
Awesome days. Happy thoughts and memories.
smiles.!!!!!!!
I was doing something just now. I dont wanna tell you because its a bad thing. haha. I really cant believe it!. So many things are so related!. Like seriously. I cant believe it. When i saw it. My mouth was like hanging. Mintak lalat masuk je. OMG! O.o im still in shock. WOW. .... GOSH!. Singapore is damn small. One little red dot. One tiny cute little red hot dot. haha. Wierd moments man. O.o
I really dont know what to post now.
hmm. How about i tell you what i did today.
ermm.
-slept in class.
-talk crap with my friends.
-do work.
-daydream.
-text shalihin.
-EAT at lunch(:
-EAT in class!
-go back at 4pm
-meet shalihin.
-send me home.
-eat again.
-online till now(:
haha. okey lisa. damn random!
hahaha. gonna change my blog songs. i think people are complaining because the song is too irritating. haha. but its awesome!. A beautiful lotus is great. !. nvrm. changing soon. haiss.. BORED!
okeyy.
da la. i wanna go off now. i dont know what to post already. hehe
I love you my random,irritating,sweet,tall,abusive,piggy voice and cute syg.
Bad stomach ache. The cause of orange juice and chicken and keropok and seaweed and sweets and other stuffs. Not from the nenek jual keropok huh. The oheyo crackers barbeque flavour. haha. Very nice(: I ate different types of merepek stuffs today. I really feel like pooping. But FUCK! . Im in school. Hate pooping in school. But i did abit just now. hahahahaha. WTH LISA! TELL PEOPLE YOU SHIT IN SCHOOL! ASS. HAHA!! Bucuk you know!. haha. I have a really bad boo-boo at my index finger. Because someone bit my finger until berdarah. -.- da la gigi besi. Jahat! I cant even type or write properly la. Curse you syg!. haha. Just kidding. Love you always(((: hahaha.
You know what!. G.I Joe is fucking awesome!. haha. The movie is action packed and Channing Tatum is damn hottt!. haha. Sorry yus if i stole your guy. haha. He is damn hot la. The movie is like matrix. HAHAHAHA. Like fuyoh!. Macam jakon. like my first time watching an action movie. hahaha. Had an awesome time with my shalihin that day. hahaha. We eat british take away lagi okey ? hehe. sedap babe. !
Hais..boredom!!!!
In class. doing nothing. bored. Suppose to do project but i cant be bothered. haha. Mintak kene maki ngan Faeza. hehehe. Its been awhile since i've online. I've been staying at my grandmas the whole week. So yeahh. Thats the reason why. Anyways theres nothing that i wanna do if im online. I would just be in facebook and blog-hopping. Thats all. I wont be on msn. Lazy(: hehe. While i was typing, Yati pinched my cheeks. hahaha. geram agaknye die. My cheeks are made to be pinched. Anybody cares for a try??. haha. its spongy and firm(: haha. macam lain je... hahahaha!
BOREDDDDDD!!!
OUH YAHH!. I wanna watch The Hang-over la.. My friends says its funny. But i wanna watch UP 3D. UP is so cute. haha. The boy mintak kene kiss from me. haha. Lisalisa, i kiss too many people. haa. but i love to kiss my syg more. hahaha. i like to kiss girls. Its not that im a lesbian or anything. Im a bisexual. YEAHHH. AWESOME RIGHT. hahaha. Beware of all girls! hahaha. Just kidding. (: dont be scared of me. im a very nice person(: hehe.
Im damn bored. So im telling you whatever that pops up in my mind. (staring at my orange juice) Sunkist orange just is very nice(: my favourite. okeyyyy. im being random. haiss..ermm, i like my G.I JOE plaster(: hehee!
ouhkkk. i think thats enough of random stuffs for today. Till next time.
I met this guy. Hes my type of guy. Cute, funny, sweet and he really shows that he loves me. But somehow i feel insecure. Who wont be. ? I've been dumped a billion times. Im used it. YERRLAHH.. Im too nice to people. I KNOW. Just now, when me and him were in the train. (he send to me school) Hes friend waS in the train also. I was cuddling him. I was really sleepy i closed my eyes and i thought about us(: He was texting his adik angkat than he showed me a text and said 'Don't'. I was like O.o Macam i really feel like he malu being with me. Malu pe ade matair like me?, isiit? He told me that he don't want his friends to know, later they will spread it out and tell stories. haiss.. I've been pushed away gitu. I feel really upset and dissapointed. :(
The past days, we hang out. We chill at West Coast Park and talked. I really feel so happy that day. See the sunset with him and hugging him. At night, we see the full moon shine upon us. I keep staring at the moon and smile. Like i feel that we are fated to be together(:
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