Wednesday, September 23, 2009
{ 8:18 AM }
This is in my fucking mind. People who talk bad about people behind thier backs.
I hate it all. Like come on la. What the fuck did he ever do to you. He did something that you dont like? you envy him? he has an attitude? he said cb to you then you not happy?
wtf?
If you have a problem. Say it infront ah. Why? scared? Fuck you argh scared!. You not happy? Come here talk to me. Tell me what you say about him. I'll be reasonable to you. Because of you fucktards hes leaving me. Happy argh now? You guys what me to leave him so much. HAPPY? Im not happy. Not fucking happy at all. From here i see, i see cowards and assholes. You guys are bloody idiots. Wanna spam my blog? I make a new one. Fucker.
How do you feel if people talk bad behind your backs and never tell about what they say about you? do you feel mad? you getting what i say or not? Understand my english? Or my english sucks? You feel mad right? precisely la. im stupid to answer my own question but its true. You're gotta be angry. If not, then i think you have no feelings. Seriously. I feel so angry inside. How could you say such stuffs about him? Tell me what you're not happy about. Then i know. If you never tell either me or him..we are gonna fall apart. I dont want that to happen. I love him alot and say whatever you wanna say, i wont leave him. I know him well enough,eventhough its only nearly a month. I trust him and hes trying to trust me. I dont want this relationship to end. I wanna be happy. You dont want me to be happy? If you dont even know me. At least make a human happy. Tell me what you say about him. I wanna know. I wanna know the truth. You're making our relationship tumbling down. Going down slowly but heart-breaking. Like seriously. Dont do this. Its evil, cruel. Im begging you. HEI!! Listening or not?! Im begging mother fucker. Im begging you to tell me and leave him alone. Get it? sheeeessshhh.
Dont think you say like that, you think you're so highy. Like big fuck argh. its dumb okeyy. I hate people like that. Think highly of yourself. We have different paths to walk to. Everyone is different. You say hes like that and that and that and all. What do you think about yourself?. Do you think you're all that good? Im not saying you're ugly or down right dumb. Im saying are you better or good enough in everyones eyes? People stare at you. People stare at everyone they see. Ade mate,tengok la. Its Singapore. Singapore is a kiasu and talked about people backs place. They confirm talk about you,doesnt mean you gotta spread it right? Im right. I know.
I dont want you people to make this worst. To the people who say bad about him. If tak then jangan terase la. I really what me and him to be happy. Theres always a problem after another. I want this to end. Please. Dont do this. Care for the people around you. Eventhough you dont fucking know that human, you should be concern. Be concern about peoples feelings. They are people, not aliens. So yeah.
Stop this crap and move your ass away from him.
Tell me if you're not happy.
Not going away soon?
Then you will be forced from me.
Thank you. Goodbye.
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
{ 10:14 AM }
what you did is stupid and pathetic.
what i do is basically more stupid.
so the moral of this is to.. -
Welllllllllllllllll!
Let me tell you a story about my ass job. (:
My first day like shit, and so as my second and today third. Seriously i wanna quit. But next week baru boleh. 1 week notice. Hias, today it was okey la. That butch manager of mine takde. Perangai like ass. Mintak kene straightkn seyy die. Fuck!. She likes to scole people. Bukan nak encourage or give positive words to people. She always say. 'are you retarded or stupid?. this is common sense.' wtf. Seriously, i feel like punching her. But puase kan? so kene sabar. asswipe. I really need to learn to be patient. Patient with everything that happen to me. Even things that is a simple as waiting for the bus. haha. The purpose of me having a job is to have fun, get paid, make friends and learn new experiences. But i got scoled, cried and body aches. I did make friends. My colleagues are awesome accept for that butch. -_-
I met a new colleague just now. Hes awesome la. We break fast together. Me and him je sorang malay. Yang lain Chinese and Filiphine. Atleast ade teman seyy. Im happy enough. Tomorrow working again. They are so killing my weekends. Kene pakse keje. faggot. -_- haiss. suckss.
Let me tell you about my beloved ex.
Miss him alot. He send me a letter. (:
(sob sob sob)
4 November 2009(:
To my awesome bestfriend(:
Im sorry i let you down and never listen to you. Im trying to learn my mistakes. I know i fall in love easily. And its stupid. I dont know now. Things are different. I wanna make my own decisons. I love you so mush my bestfriend. I never used you. I know you are always there for me. i appreciate it alot. Dont be mad. please. :(
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