Monday, October 12, 2009
{ 10:21 AM }
Im down. Im on the floor with my blanket. Cold. Shivering. Crying. This is the end. I dont want this to end but. ..... Im sorry...(crying). Why? agh. I cant just forget you like that. Agh. I feel theres no hope. Evrey night. I think. The way i treated you. I really do care. I care so much. I wont cry for you every night. I feel hurt. It hurts so much. It ended this way. I didnt want this to happen. Agh. I cant stop crying. Why? Because i love you deeply. I love you deeply.Im sorry. Im really am. ....... You promised. That thing. Its a mistake. Im breaking down. I dont wanna leave you alone.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
I SAID
seriously lisa
get out of my life
kalau tk paham kan
lagi baik tkya bobal teros
I cant help but seeing this. I drop a tear. Then tears. Then my heart aches. Then i start to cry more. Why? I guess my feelings are too deep. You mean so much to me. I guess you never even realised it. Agh.
I will get out of your life. I deleted you in msn,facebok and tagged. And so as your number. I know that you wont text or call me anymore so mind as well just delete you off. Thats what you wanted. You want me to get out of your life.
Your smell,
Your kisses,
Your huggs,
And our lame chats.
I wont forget.
First meet up.
I can never forget that smile. When you kissed my hand. (crying)
Harbourfront.
Feelings grew more. I can never forget that moment we had together.
Anberlin.
One of my greatest moments of my entire life.
Sengkang.
I couldnt bare to leave you. One eyed. I cried before i go off. You wiped my tears. You kissed my forehead and that made me really .... words cant really describe how i feel. Agh. I hold your hand. I feed you. You liked Lady Gaga more then me. (: It was a awesome day. Smelling you. I miss that. Alot.
I dont know whats next.
But what i know, you wont be there for me anymore.
Will you still miss me?
Will you still love me?
I guess theres no answer to it.
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